Life really sucks

I've been thinking and thinking why people why people only know how to cherish when they lost something important?

Well humans are like that sadly yes. people like that are all everywhere seriously, I can't deny that I am too actually. Sigh.. Those are life lessons terrible lessons. When you're not ready to cherish the things come. When you're ready to cherish things won't come so easily.

Things are no longer easy for teens don't know whether is it a fact or just what we are thinking maybe harder ones have yet to visit us.

Valentine's day are coming. Hmm what normal couples do? Basically hugs and kisses in the town/streets/home anywhere where makes me envy of course. <I mean who doesn't> 

When I realized it was too late to cherish everything is too late.

Pets? Love? Family? Friends? You only know how to cherish when you lose it. Its not hard to realize that you need to cherish each and everyone beside you before its too late. Don't cry when its too late to get back what you've lost

Why did I decided to write this?
Because I regretted, because I've lost my chance to cherish, because I see people around me not cherishing people around them. Basically its because I regretted again and again why didn't I cherish him back then.  Seeing couples breaking up and feeling torturous after break ups

As I was typing this I felt like I have thousands and millions of stuff to say, then I realized I'm speechless. 

short and simple update

Hi guys! its been long.. Happy new year okie! To the all  Chinese Happy Chinese New Year if you're viewing! :) TEEHEE #np Break down - B2ST sorry for being boring

OK! main point now!

Hmm... updating about my days after my genting trip yo! holidays has passes OBVIOUSLY! Ha ha BUT I'm still in a holiday mood, don't really want to face the reality AKA school that fast! That's all the hipsters are thinking alright! Not only me tsk! 

I guess I'm still talking rubbish haha okay I think I'm a bit LOST actually..

Hmm ... Chinese new year just passed recently kinda sad huh? Red packet not enough.. Gambling? not enough also of course LIKE DUHHH!

Wearing dresses? Haha yeah second dress since I've grown mature all awhile I've been a so called 'tomboy' but not really! I don't have short hair like the boys did so yeah! It's just that I didn't wear DRESS.. I mean like who dares to wear <maybe some do, but I don't> cause I'm fat <sad right?> hehe I still wore it I won't post it UNGLAMOROUS you know this word?

Sec 3 camp is coming I don't know to be happy or sad.. The venue wasn't really good, not bad actually is just that I've been before and didn't really like. kinda SIAN you know? 

I just want to jump back to sec one where I can live care freely now in sec three can't really get use to it but still it's ok ok haish

Its just an update so yeah didn't really know what to write !

XOXO, YANYU signing off here ! muacks